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20th Nov 2015, 1:11 AM

ooel

update

Going along since the beginning has been a very difficult task for me. Even after getting the ball rolling for a while it never quite seems to... keep going. Focus has been a resource hard to keep my hands on and I haven't been picking up my pencil for a very long time now, it seems like there are times where drawing suddenly seems completely unenjoyable. And aside from being extremely frustrating being trapped in this doldrum, it's a huge waste of time. I can't get better if I don't practice or do something.
I decided recently to try and get myself to dedicate at least 30 minutes a day, every day, towards trying to work on it. That time is just to see how I feel about it, as I struggle to get myself to produce anything at all. I'll be building a buffer for some time so that things will be more regular and steady, although with warning, this might mean that to start there will be no updates for a very, very long while. Especially because I want to give myself time to edit and fix things long before they're out (i've been getting into some very bad after editing habits...). But if there's something I need to work on, it's punching my work ethic square in the nose. I'm going to leave things in hiatus in the meantime, as I see no point in saying i'm working without anything to show for.
I know... it doesn't look like much. But I want to do my best.

-오미